Problem With Lights And Electrical Devices Getting Worse

This phenomena is starting to annoy me and my family, they actually have banned me from touching light switches because I blow all the lights in the house. One of them actually joked that I should start wearing rubber gloves. We have had an electrician come out 3 times! and each time they said there is nothing wrong with the wiring. It usually happens only once in a while but lately it’s been happening a lot more then we want it to happen. I am getting tired of having to buy light bulbs every couple of weeks. I have noticed when I touch the light switch that causes all the other lights in the home to blow you can hear a zip sound that happens JUST before I make contact with the light switch, it does not happen to anyone else in my family, and I have been trying to find a solution. It started when I was little and has gotten worse these past few months, I myself am actually afraid of touching light switches or electrical devices of any kind. It happened today again which has led me to try and find an answer for what this is. It’s like I know it is about to happen, my body has a reaction, a surge I feel traveling through me and out my hand and fingers but I can’t react in time to stop it. Today, I was reaching to turn on the living room light switch because I was closer and my roommate just said oh screw it just turn it on for me please, and I did and the same thing happened, I felt that surge and the zip sound just before I touched the switch and then lights blew again. From now on I am going to just use my sleeve to turn them on or off and see if that helps. I don’t remember being any particular state of mind, I wasn't angry or overly excited or anything and yes, usually I am but this time it happened when I was rather calm. I don’t know maybe I was extremely focused and didn't realize. I wish I could turn this off, It really is useless and annoying and not to mention expensive, the price of light bulbs adds up over time. I had to take a breather today because I got so angry at myself for this. Angry that it’s something that is a part of me yet I have no control over. This might of been fun when I was younger on the occasions it did happen but it’s not so fun anymore. I use to know how to at least calm my energy to make it not happen as often? but now, it is happening quite often and no matter what I do or what stones I carry it happens.

How can you tell what you are? (Question From Reader)

 anonymous asks:

How can you tell what you are? I mean this personally to myself. I have so many details that I can't really put here and I'm trying to make sense of them all. I feel like I'm on a path and I can't deny it anymore with every fiber of my being. Please help.

 beyond-contact said:

Hi Anon,

The best way to know what one is, is to trust in the guidance of yourself in the first place, not saying you don’t but I am sharing what works with me. If you feel something that keeps pulling at your heart strings then listen to it, if you notice a certain phrase or word, a certain sound or color or number etc pay close attention to them and go with the first thing that comes to you because it is 99% always right, one thing to note is the truth never will stay hidden, if there is something to discover about yourself, trust me it WILL make itself known in whatever way possible until you take notice, and even then, it will only lead you to even more truths that will also do anything to be known. It is a never ending cycle of self discovery. If something has presented itself for you, believe that it is for a reason, a very important reason. Sometimes though it is hard to interpret the language of the universe, the universe speaks to us through various ways and not all of them will be known or understood by us, this is when you ask your guide or God to help you translate the messages, to give you the signs, the understanding of your self through which the universe speaks. Anything could be leading you towards knowing what you are, from relating powerfully to a movie, to someones conversation, to something falling or not falling through, meeting a new friend, ending a friendship, the trick is realizing that whatever is happening at the moment is shaping an important event in the future. Also pay attention to your dreams, random visions which always have an important message behind them. Something personal and well superstitious passed down from my mother is that truth comes in threes which I sort of explained above, if you keep seeing the same thing over and over and over again, by the third time you might want to take notice because it’s most certainly a message. Also memories are extremely important, even if they don’t seem like your own, it is quite possible they stem from a past life or a parallel life or perhaps even from ancestors. Listen to your body also, do you feel wings? phantom limbs such as a tail? take notice of yourself within and without and there you will find the answers not only on how to listen to the great force which guides us all but also you will realize that all along whatever it is that was guiding you was only trying to show you the truth that was/is within you already.

Anarchist Assembly

I will CERTAINLY attend next year IF they hold one again or something similar next year. Damn angry I never check my twitter in time, taught me to check it more often.

Seeing The Aura? (Question From Reader)

 anonymous asks:

I apologize if I'm assuming incorrectly, but I was wondering if you knew how you know when you can see someone's auric field? Or aura in general? Again, I don't want to sound inappropriate, but under the influence of marijuana, I started to notice strange, static-y dots of light whizzing back and forth around a friend. They were purple, and glowed more strongly around him than anyone else that was there. I feel drawn to him, and these small lights only confused me further. Can you explain this?

 beyond-contact said:

Hi Annon :)
Don’t worry at all you don’t sound inappropriate at all, I am happy to help if I can. From my understanding the way one views the aura of another being or plant varies from person to person. The way my healing teacher explained it to me was this way:

Many people/Lightworkers need to learn to feel with their body first, before being able to see auras. When you practice, try to focus on what you feel in your body, do you sense any particular sensations?, maybe it feels like water waves, maybe like liquid energy. What each chakra feels like, can you feel the color instead of seeing it?. Once you notice “feeling” try to read the energy then you will start seeing it.

That was in response to my question as to how I can see the aura. But I find it relevant here too, because when you see the aura, it’s more about what you feel then what you see. Although it’s about actually “Seeing” the aura, what you feel is important also because one can see with the inner heart, intuition. So if you are seeing this persons aura, or even if you aren't sure, it’s a sure sign your seeing something, maybe even the auric field. Now, since you saw the purple lights more prominent around him, it’s possible that you have a connection with him that is stronger then with others.

Or, another possibility is that perhaps his higherself was trying to communicate something to you since you are perceptive, which ‘may’ explain the reason why you saw colors change every time he thought of a new color. Perhaps they it was a message that there is something special about him that needs to be recognized by him but he isn't noticing. Just a theory though. There is energy and auras around everything but if it is more prominent around him, it’s a heads up that something should be acknowledged :)

Starseeds Our Reason For Being

Why are we starseeds here? what is our purpose and how can we contribute to planet Earth? should we be afraid of our mission? Are we protected? who or what are we protected by? The show aired last night and it was a blast, I have provided the archive below:

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Starseed - What the universe wont let me forget

There is no denying that the universe wont let you deny your service to it. Synchronicity (one of the languages of the universe) is something that while a constant force in the lives of every single inhabitant of this planet, only few notice it. Those special few are probably starseeds and lightworkers or just awakened souls. Today I had some synchronicity of my own! and I have the pictures to prove it. The pictures also prove that either the universe is listening and responding with "signs" or its just coincidence and I stopped believing in coincidence when I was 13. First I took my daughter to school and while walking her to school for her first day today, me and her dad started discussing Sirius and I told him that sometimes I feel like I am crazy, and that I wish there were more obvious signs, just then we reached the top of the hill and I happened to look across the street and saw the picture below and as many know the Sirians are known as the "blue star people."

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 The next synchronicity came about at my daughters school, I was waiting to get her school bus information and I was standing there thinking, her school for some reason oozes with positive energy and love, it was unlike any school I have ever come across, and then I saw kids playing and I wondered, if we starseeds are doing enough, as I was turning to leave I thought well, all is well and the world is...and before I even finished that sentence, a kid ran by and said hey look over there, I guess he was talking to another kid and I looked and saw the picture below. So it was like the universe answered and finished the sentence for me: The world is a garden of peace or the world is becoming a peace garden. ♥

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Some Starseed Thoughts

You know there is a reason why things are the way they are....there is a reason why humanity can exhibit such foul behavior but like many things this life is the actual conspiracy. This life is a compilation of theories and view points nothing is irrefutable proof and/or set in stone. YOU are the truth of existence, the end of living conspiracy, you have to understand that most people are seeking their inner light and they have no clue how to understand life or the questions they have such as who is God?, If God made us who made God?, why is there such evil in the world?, will I go to hell?. As you can imagine this can lead to fear which leads to being further from truth and peace. Fear is not real it was implemented systematically by the powers that be to better control the masses. Through this fear they caused the world to forget that everyone is in control of their respective lives.

The Angelic Starseed Essence

Controlling The Weather

This was originally posted by me on FB and is a series of my responses regarding my abilities and such. So today I did it, I showed my roommate I can control the weather as he is the one that approached me to show him, he kept asking me to do different things that panned out, though after a while my heart started beating really really fast, I was using too much energy, but it was worth it, now he is exploring his own potential!

I just started to show my powers out in the open just recently and I have had them for ages, I thought LOOOONG and hard about it. The only reason I did NOT go public about it a long time ago is because of peoples EGO, when I tried, I was met with such hostility it was unreal, so much jealousy and people who were hurt because they themselves feared their own power, they feared standing in their own power so thy wanted ME to remain small in order for them to feel better and safer about THEMSELVES. I no longer agree to dim my own light so others can shine theirs, I too have the right to shine. We all do, equally, and through shining my own light with out fear and with me standing in my power others will follow, it's all about being a living example of your divine presence, about being the change you wish to see in the world, Many of our ancestors did these things and more but we have been manipulated in not doing them as well by corporations and institutions who need to remain in power. Well our ancestors also said that this day would come in which man would REMEMBER who they are and we are Divinity manifested through matter.

I don't put myself completely out there, not yet, but I am starting to show ME so others can see THEM.

I was afraid of doing something wrong when I first started and was afraid to use my God given power, but, I was told by my guide that if humanity is to step up to the plate then we must move out of our comfort zones, it won't be pretty at first, no, but with practice you can perfect it, When I first did it I flooded a particular state, after that I refused for some time, then I was guided to how I could practice with out causing such extreme weather, there are ways to do it.

When I have issues accepting that all of this is real or I wonder if this is wrong or right I go back to one of my favorite passages in the bible:

Verily, verily, I say unto you, he that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto the Father. -John 14:12

Someone asked me, what I use my abilities for, It all depends on the situation, sometimes it's to protect others sometimes it's to alleviate and protect Gaia, today, it was that I needed the rain to stop, so that I could go to the store and feed my daughter, we have no car, so, going in pouring rain is not an option.

What do you do when you use your abilities?
Well, when I do it, I just focus on raising energy from my legs up and accumulate it in my heart chakra and do other things, I also envision what I am trying to accomplish and charge that energy that I am holding in my upper body and heart chakra with the frequency of the vision and release it, once I can't hold it back any more, that's when I know it is fully charged, release it to wherever it needs to go. Then I just close with the words: It is made manifest.

I also call on the assistance of Archangel Michael. He is a powerful helper. He is the one guiding me in learning to control my abilities, he says that one day I won't need him to assist anymore, though I highly doubt it lol, I like the easy way out with him helping LOL

I can't wait to perfect this and show humanity what they can do! that is what really excites me! seeing humanity realize their power! Imagine what they can do! bring water to places of drought, fix flooding, perfect crops!, Have water in deserts so places like Africa can have more animals and crops! etc... but sadly no one believes in themselves, and the power lies dormant, and humanity goes on thinking this is the stuff of fiction.

The Divine Human - The Real Superhero

In 2010 I noticed I could do something incredible. It was by mistake but it came on as a gut feeling to do something about the conditions at the time, the conditions at the time included a severe Typhoon headed to Pakistan and 3 major storms headed to the US east coast back to back. This intuition to counteract what I can only now believe were HAARP related weather phenomena came on suddenly and with out warning, I remember clearly sitting and watching the Weather Channel, and seeing a huge typhoon headed towards the coast of Pakistan-Category 4. You can read more about that here:
http://www.starseeds.net/profiles/blogs/i-diverted-a-major-hurricane

Since then I have been doing what I could to lessen the impact of natural or man made disasters, however I don't always succeed because there are universal laws in place that prevent interference therefor in times that I can affect the weather patterns I think my involvement was already planned that or I was given permission to move ahead by Gaia, most likely in cases of man made natural disasters.

The ability to manipulate weather is nothing new, native Americans used to make it rain all the time by connecting to a force that is around all things, the great spirit or universal life force. A rain dance is a ceremonial dance performed to try to invoke rain to protect the harvest.

Ascended Masters & Awakening To Our God-Self

These past two days I have contacted often by Quan Yin again, it seems and I found this out through meditation, that she suggests there should be more focus on bringing in the divine feminine on Gaia so she too can awaken her own, (Gaia's) own divine feminine spirit once more which has been suppressed, well it's one of the reasons.

I have been talking to angels and ascended masters for a very long time and I have constant communications with them, they have taught me so much about life and humanity in general and have told me themselves that I am a Starseed, Starseeds are beings that have experienced life elsewhere in the Universe on other planets and in non-physical dimensions, we have come to earth to help and serve others as well as the planet herself.

After that message from the ascended masters I began to help as many people as I possibly could I have found that I find joy in helping humanity achieve a better understanding of the world around them, we are in very dark times these days and there are many souls seeking answers to everything that is going on around them. The times we are living in can be very confusing but it's all another path designed to help us reach ascension and spiritual awareness and connect to other worlds and entities but the key is unconditional love, love is the key in reaching the evolutionary process.

Starseed Awakening - Trigger Events And Objects

This video inspired this post, because it brought me back to my days of awakening. I am always asked what was it that prompted my awakening, and as you can see from the video, it's never just one thing that triggers the awakening, for most of us it is usually a series of events (synchronicities) that lead up to one explosive, heart pounding, aha! moment. A lot though not all, go through this during our late teens, usually between 15 and 19 years old. Though there is certainly not a set time frame for a starseed awakening but the ones I have spoken to either wake up in their teen years or adulthood, and yet there are also star children who are born aware.

It's like you can feel it coming, you know it's there, there are signs and symptoms (dreams, unusual experiences, memories etc) but what is going on is beyond comprehension. It's like looking through a blurry window, you can almost see what's happening but it's not yet clear, but you have a pretty good idea of what's going on. Thanks to trigger objects and events, I believe we (or some of us) deliberately traveled back in time to adjust our reality and place certain events and experiences in our life times so that we can more easily remember just what it is we are here for, for example, imagine you travel back in time to your future time in which you tell yourself to experience something or turn on the TV at a certain time, or look at the clock at a certain time, or place someone in your life at a certain moment, I know it's hard to believe and very science fiction but, it's something that resonates with me as possible, especially from dreams I have had, you of course are welcome to draw your own conclusion. In this way we slowly begin to be able to look through the blurry window, slowly, we are able to see bits and pieces of the whole puzzle.

Past lives are also able to trigger an awakening, reading about lost civilizations like the Mayans and Atleanteas will cause us to remember our lives there, further unlocking the starseed codes within our DNA frequency.

The most important thing to remember is we all awaken in our own ways and in our time. Don't force it, truly live the experience, it is after all an amazing and rewarding experience. Take it slowly with the awakening, pay attention to everything, don't always dismiss those feelings or thoughts, or that a book about ancient Gods happened to fall off the shelf just as you walk by it, a good rule to live by is, there is no such thing as coincidence.

Rising Of Atlantean Consciousness

The rise of Lemuira and Atlantis have been talked about by both old and new seerers and prophets, Edgar Cayce spoke of the rising of Atlantis in 1968 or 69. Many believe the continent will physically rise and while that may be possible, I would like to offer an alternative view, a more metaphorical perspective. If you notice the hippie movement begun in the 1960s, however in 1969 something interesting happened:

400,000 young people materialized for three dizzying days to listen to rock and blues music, to wear funny clothing or no clothes at all, to talk, sing, dance, clap hands, to drink beer or smoke pot and make love-but mostly to marvel again and again that they were all there together.
http://users.rowan.edu/~lindman/hippieintro.html

Here is an interesting quote from a blog that prompted this alternative view of Cayces prophecy, note the parts in color:

So just to summarize. We have a wonderful song that appears to have together come via some wonderful synchronicities regarding the band's name change and their subsequent hit "Aquarius" recorded 4 years later, due to a chance invite to watch the stage show Hair, after one of their band members lost his wallet, only to be found later by the producer of Hair who went on to invite the band to watch his play, which in turn featured a version of the song. Was the song really intended for the times we're now living in, some 40 years later? Although it was recorded back in 1969 the Flower Power era that followed definitely marked a huge shift in people's consciousness, even if briefly. Was this time symbolic in showing us what we could achieve if we really worked towards peace from a heart centered way. Was this highlighting that the Light Workers were now here and more would follow. Maybe it was pivotal in someway to show that the potential existed to start ushering a new time of peace. Sometimes the Great-Spirit has a way of temporally dangling a huge carrot and stick in front of us to ensure we start working towards our goals. Anyhow I will let you ponder your own thoughts on the subject.: http://lightworkers.org/wisdom/ian-jones/72190/the-fifth-dimension-age-aquarius-1969

Was Edgar Cacyces prophecy in fact correct? did he mean that it would metaphorically rise? it could be possible that what Edgar Cacye actually meant was that in the years to follow there would be a major shift in consciousness and that after that, our collective consciousness would continue to rise to a point where it would be like that of the civilization of Atlantis, possibly to peak in 2012? I know many are awaiting a grand appearance by the once beautiful and powerful Atlantean continent, but as a human being, I personally hope that it is just a metaphor for a shift in consciousness, imagine if you will a whole continent rising from the sea the size of Africa, millions will die and that is along the east coast alone, imagine the 10.0+ earthquakes and mega tsunamis that will result from the rising of Atlantis, is this what many lightworkers are looking forward to?

Alien Species - Humans

Angelic Human Race

My Own Spiritual Cocktail (the energy of all in the spirit of one)

I have decided to make own little spiritual path, it can't be given or bought or taught, for it has been earned through life experience. To me it's a new way of understanding Mani'Ka (the energy of all in the spirit of one), this is not your typical religion or faith because it is believed that there is no definitive system of belief and that is the key to achieve Godhood or rather heaven/enlightenment and it is the desire of my heart to help all peoples of earth understand themselves by me understanding myself, life and existence but most importantly of all understand the path of the spirit (Mani'Ka) which is the the most important path of all.

It is my goal to strengthen myself through diversity, understanding and acceptance of the individuality that each spirit possesses as it is believed that the spirit chooses it's path before maturing in to the next life, the spirit according to what is needed to mature in the next stage chooses what is needed to advance throughout the next life and it is my goal to help humanity understand the hardships they endure and the reason behind it all. By being a better student first and a teacher later. My personal path is not part of any religious belief system because I am part of a new religion and this is the religion of Mani'Ka (the religion of the energy of the all in the spirit of one) I seek to enlighten beings of all backgrounds and walks of life because we are all one Mani'Ka (spirit/energy) and through teaching others we ourselves, learn and become enlightened.

Through my path I have learned how to recognize when the spirit is speaking with me, how to recognize the Tola bhuj sattva (the weight of being) and many things related to me spiritual evolution. Every soul has a purpose in life, each and every soul incarnated has a very important purpose in this life and others. And every purpose and path is unique to that soul. Everyone be they souls of darkness or souls of light are children of the energy that exists beyond the constructs of human understanding and within my personal path are part of me and I a part of them, I could not be taught the truth of spirit, the truth of God and the truth of past and present enlightenment, with out the lessons others helped me to learn. ALL are sisters and brothers (every Sentient being). And everyone can and is able to learn what lies beyond the physical world and what great potential awaits the world when they are ready to experience  a whole new world, many wonders will be maid available to humanity not by me but by their own spirits guidance.

Law Of Mother Earth

There are great strides being made in countries all over the world. Pioneers of light are working hard toward the betterment of Earth and humanity, people helping to bring about the golden age, people in power, you wont usually hear about any of this in the news though, they '(The MSM)' don't want you to have your spirits lifted and your vibrations raised, but!, thankfully there is the internet and alternative news sources, and thanks to the alternative news sources, I bring you news of the great efforts of the Bolivian government who are set to pass the first ever:

Law Of Mother Earth
The country, which has been pilloried by the US and Britain in the UN climate talks for demanding steep carbon emission cuts, will establish 11 new rights for nature. They include:

• the right to life and to exist
• the right to continue vital cycles and processes free from human alteration
• the right to pure water and clean air
• the right to balance
• the right not to be polluted
• the right to not have cellular structure modified or genetically altered.

To all those "Conspiracy theorists" who claim that ALL world governments are corrupted and in cahoots with the self serving Illuminati, maybe you should stop seeing things in black and white and actually step out from the fear porn and pay attention, the new paradigm will be here before you know it, it can't rain all the time ;) The self serving elitists had their time now it's time for the light to shine and it is, things are going to get much better not worse, they have been getting worse for more then 200yrs, and finally, our world is moving up and out of the ages of darkness, though I don't expect everyone to see what I see. For those that do, you know what I am talking about.

Namaste.

I wrote a piece for the Awakening E-zine that was chosen and published! I am so happy :D. I poured all of my positive energy in to that article and am happy to see it displayed on Ashtar Command Crew under the E-zine section, I really didn't think it would be chosen. The article is called as the title of this post says:

Transmuting Negative Vibrations & Living From The Heart

Read more: http://www.ashtarcommandcrew.net/forum/topics/transmuting-negative#ixzz1IaPuwGX2

A Starseed Poem

I wrote this a very long time ago lol just figured I would share

You Might Be SCARED

You Might Feel Hopeless Like You Cant Go Up 

Against The Powers That Be

I tell You This! 

You Don't Need Power, You Don't Need Strength, 

You Don't Need Violence.

There is only one tool you need

L - O - V - E
Forget Going Up Against The Powers Of This Earth

You Know What To Do

Reach Out To Humanity Show Them The 

Love & Compassion They Have Been Stripped Of.

Give Them What The World Powers Deny Them

Truth

Love

Understanding

Brotherhood

COMPASSION

Be THE Light!

Dont Be Afraid!

You Are NOT In This Alone
Who Cares What The Dark Powers 

Might Plot And Plan Against Thee!

Our mission is one of love

One Of Light

So Shine Bright! for all to see

And BE that light in the darkness

For No light can shine brighter then the light of LOVE

Think Your mission is complicated? THINK AGAIN!:

Smile at a stranger walking down the street

Help a friend in need

FORGIVE & FORGET

Provide Assistance For An Injured Person

Meditate To Raise the vibration frequency of earth

Talk To People! Knowledge Is Greater Then Any Weapon!

What To Talk About? Talk About The Power Of Compassion

Be An Example And Others Will Follow

You Are The North Star! LEAD
We Came To Earth For A Reason 

Don't Just sit There And Do Nothing.

The World Needs YOU DON'T change anyone's 

beliefs simply be an example and others will 

want to know why you shine so bright, why you 

are so happy even if you are in hard times, 

they will want to know the "Secret" of 

your success and then you can say:

My secret is NO secret only the power 

of love, compassion and unity. Oneness 

in a world of duality. Above all REMEMBER 

to never doubt your OWN truth! no one can tell 

you what you believe or don't believe, no one 

can tell you that you are wrong or wright for 

everyone's path is different...every path leads to God.

NAMASTE

A Simple Talk With Jesus

(posted earlier @ http://starseeds.net/forum/topics/a-simple-talk-with-jesus-1 )

Today after all I have been through and done I took the time to lay down in the soft grass and connect with mama earth and grandmother moon but I went a little further then that and connected with Jesus! though at first I was thinking I am not worthy enough to connect with such an ascended amazing being because of all I have done, well I was dead wrong because shortly after I felt a gentle tap on my shoulder and God what followed has me so at a loss for words lol but I heard the voice and felt the presence of Jesus Christ! OK as you know I do NOT follow organized religion etc but I can not deny that Jesus was a starseed lol.

Jesus: Dear child what aches your heart?

Me: I just feel like I can not go back, I feel like I really screwed things up this time.

Jesus: Is this the truth or is this your "FEELING'?

Me: Well I think it is true because I feel it so deeply

Jesus: You feel this reality is real because you have been forced to define what real is, but not everything you experience here is what you believe it to be! not what it actually is, for there are many illusions my child in your world and one of those is the illusion that there is evil/bad/negativity in your world. You see there is none of that, there are only different perceptions of reality itself. Pain and suffering are only fleeting moments compared to the eternity of Gods love for you.

Me: Well what about starving families and babies who are tortured?

Jesus: I shall tell you of the tribulations I endured in my time on earth, During my time on earth in that time I was tortured terribly, starved, abused physically and verbally and at first it seemed so unbearable! I wanted father (God) to just take me but as time went by I felt no pain none at all even though I was alive I felt none, Instead my pain was replaced by the pain of being witness to the transgressions of my captors.

Me: I understand now and I can feel the pain you went through I truly can especially now that I am going through many of the things you did as well but this gives me strength.

Jesus: Why does this give you strength my child? do you not have your own strength to take from? did our father not give you everything you need?

Me: Hm, I have always found strength in things outside of myself and I have never thought of it the way you are explaining it to me I really do need to focus on my inner strength, like my Ankh that I wear, one day I lost it and I was literally unable to function for days.

Jesus: And this is why you must re-integrate your inner strength

Jesus: You feel as if you have failed, done something irreversibly wrong.....Good.....Let this feeling sink in for it will teach you many things, things you have forgotten during your descent to this world. You see this moment you are in, this NOW has been foretold even before your birth because you have agreed to forget your divinity and the pain of remembering is no easy trial

Me: I am starting to feel better now very much but one last question am I an angel? what does that mean to be a human angel? are we not all angels?

Jesus: There goes that finding strength outside of yourself again! but I love you and yes you are an angel possibly the most difficult task there is when it comes to those who have agreed to assist in this time of great revelation although all tasks are the same the tribulations of those from the angelic realm is very difficult. You see it is much more difficult for angels to understand duality and the woes of the earth because you have already existed in realities far beyond this and your exposure to such things have long faded away but you have chosen in this now to go through all these things all over again in order to serve fellow children of God.

Like with all the volunteers it is now that you are being born from the cocoon/shedding your skin and when you are close to full integration of your memories and abilities it will become increasingly difficult and much harder for you to fight duality. It is now that many challenges and obstacles will present themselves, especially now! You are all now in the time of great revelations and this means not only great revelations to the world but also to yourselves as divine healers of earth and humanity, it is now that your true humanity will surface in order for you to realize that you have been wearing a mask for so long and must now take it off and reveal your true identity.

This birth of your new true self will come according to your will, if you fight it then this change over to your true self will be difficult and you will face many challenges because this is what you believe. If you accept and understand the changes then you will not have any challenges and nothing but divine wisdom and the sacred integration of self will be the result. I am honored that you have found solace in my teachings and understand the true teachings but please I ask that in this time you begin to find solace in your own teachings and find strength in your own self, I faced many challenges when I incarnated on earth as a starseed myself and these very same challenges are the ones you face as well, let it be known that this is part of the last processes of fully integrating your higher self and re-integrating your true cosmic essence.

do not fear these changes, do not fight these changes, they are here to help you remember.

Me: Wow I cant explain how I feel right now and now I wont say how much strength that gave me *smile* but I thank you so much this has helped me in so many ways I can not describe.

Jesus: You are never alone dear for I/we are here and we only want the best for you as you for your child, your sister, your brother. Love like the creator is infinite and should never be limited.