The Divine Human - The Real Superhero

In 2010 I noticed I could do something incredible. It was by mistake but it came on as a gut feeling to do something about the conditions at the time, the conditions at the time included a severe Typhoon headed to Pakistan and 3 major storms headed to the US east coast back to back. This intuition to counteract what I can only now believe were HAARP related weather phenomena came on suddenly and with out warning, I remember clearly sitting and watching the Weather Channel, and seeing a huge typhoon headed towards the coast of Pakistan-Category 4. You can read more about that here:
http://www.starseeds.net/profiles/blogs/i-diverted-a-major-hurricane

Since then I have been doing what I could to lessen the impact of natural or man made disasters, however I don't always succeed because there are universal laws in place that prevent interference therefor in times that I can affect the weather patterns I think my involvement was already planned that or I was given permission to move ahead by Gaia, most likely in cases of man made natural disasters.

The ability to manipulate weather is nothing new, native Americans used to make it rain all the time by connecting to a force that is around all things, the great spirit or universal life force. A rain dance is a ceremonial dance performed to try to invoke rain to protect the harvest.

A Simple Talk With Jesus

(posted earlier @ http://starseeds.net/forum/topics/a-simple-talk-with-jesus-1 )

Today after all I have been through and done I took the time to lay down in the soft grass and connect with mama earth and grandmother moon but I went a little further then that and connected with Jesus! though at first I was thinking I am not worthy enough to connect with such an ascended amazing being because of all I have done, well I was dead wrong because shortly after I felt a gentle tap on my shoulder and God what followed has me so at a loss for words lol but I heard the voice and felt the presence of Jesus Christ! OK as you know I do NOT follow organized religion etc but I can not deny that Jesus was a starseed lol.

Jesus: Dear child what aches your heart?

Me: I just feel like I can not go back, I feel like I really screwed things up this time.

Jesus: Is this the truth or is this your "FEELING'?

Me: Well I think it is true because I feel it so deeply

Jesus: You feel this reality is real because you have been forced to define what real is, but not everything you experience here is what you believe it to be! not what it actually is, for there are many illusions my child in your world and one of those is the illusion that there is evil/bad/negativity in your world. You see there is none of that, there are only different perceptions of reality itself. Pain and suffering are only fleeting moments compared to the eternity of Gods love for you.

Me: Well what about starving families and babies who are tortured?

Jesus: I shall tell you of the tribulations I endured in my time on earth, During my time on earth in that time I was tortured terribly, starved, abused physically and verbally and at first it seemed so unbearable! I wanted father (God) to just take me but as time went by I felt no pain none at all even though I was alive I felt none, Instead my pain was replaced by the pain of being witness to the transgressions of my captors.

Me: I understand now and I can feel the pain you went through I truly can especially now that I am going through many of the things you did as well but this gives me strength.

Jesus: Why does this give you strength my child? do you not have your own strength to take from? did our father not give you everything you need?

Me: Hm, I have always found strength in things outside of myself and I have never thought of it the way you are explaining it to me I really do need to focus on my inner strength, like my Ankh that I wear, one day I lost it and I was literally unable to function for days.

Jesus: And this is why you must re-integrate your inner strength

Jesus: You feel as if you have failed, done something irreversibly wrong.....Good.....Let this feeling sink in for it will teach you many things, things you have forgotten during your descent to this world. You see this moment you are in, this NOW has been foretold even before your birth because you have agreed to forget your divinity and the pain of remembering is no easy trial

Me: I am starting to feel better now very much but one last question am I an angel? what does that mean to be a human angel? are we not all angels?

Jesus: There goes that finding strength outside of yourself again! but I love you and yes you are an angel possibly the most difficult task there is when it comes to those who have agreed to assist in this time of great revelation although all tasks are the same the tribulations of those from the angelic realm is very difficult. You see it is much more difficult for angels to understand duality and the woes of the earth because you have already existed in realities far beyond this and your exposure to such things have long faded away but you have chosen in this now to go through all these things all over again in order to serve fellow children of God.

Like with all the volunteers it is now that you are being born from the cocoon/shedding your skin and when you are close to full integration of your memories and abilities it will become increasingly difficult and much harder for you to fight duality. It is now that many challenges and obstacles will present themselves, especially now! You are all now in the time of great revelations and this means not only great revelations to the world but also to yourselves as divine healers of earth and humanity, it is now that your true humanity will surface in order for you to realize that you have been wearing a mask for so long and must now take it off and reveal your true identity.

This birth of your new true self will come according to your will, if you fight it then this change over to your true self will be difficult and you will face many challenges because this is what you believe. If you accept and understand the changes then you will not have any challenges and nothing but divine wisdom and the sacred integration of self will be the result. I am honored that you have found solace in my teachings and understand the true teachings but please I ask that in this time you begin to find solace in your own teachings and find strength in your own self, I faced many challenges when I incarnated on earth as a starseed myself and these very same challenges are the ones you face as well, let it be known that this is part of the last processes of fully integrating your higher self and re-integrating your true cosmic essence.

do not fear these changes, do not fight these changes, they are here to help you remember.

Me: Wow I cant explain how I feel right now and now I wont say how much strength that gave me *smile* but I thank you so much this has helped me in so many ways I can not describe.

Jesus: You are never alone dear for I/we are here and we only want the best for you as you for your child, your sister, your brother. Love like the creator is infinite and should never be limited.

My Time With God Proves There Is Nothing To Fear

There are many different concepts or should we say aspects of God. God is known in different ways by different people around the world. To some God is Buddha, Krishna, Creator, Satan and even Jesus. Even skeptics have a 'God', Their concept of God or what sparked all of creation is an accident, a series of random events which initiated the big bang therefor leading to evolution on earth from bacteria. They may not believe in God per say but they still believe that something sparked the series of random events that lead to the big bang. Whatever this spark was it is what initially created everything. It is God. There are also ongoing debates as to the gender and nature of God. Is God male? Is God female? Is God both? Is God a vengeful God? Is God all loving? It is these very debates that sent me spiraling in to an endless search to discover the true nature of God. I went on a quest to discover whether God existed outside of myself or separate from me. I studied many versions of God through the teachings of world cultures and ancient texts.

Nothing satisfied my quest for understanding God. I studied the christian teachings, Veda, Buddhist, pagan, satanism, Sumerian, Egyptian and so on. All of these teachings in their own way provide a platform for self discovery but discovering the God within seemed more like a personal journey. I felt as if it was something that I had to unlock within myself in order to ever understand anything outside of myself. I have spent years perfecting my meditating skills, quieting the mind and spending time with the aspect of God I know to be closest to and have direct access to, Mother Earth.  In sensing my connection to mother Earth I began to recognize the feeling of being connected to a lot more then SELF.

But there were still so many concepts of God and the nature of God that it left me with more questions than answers most time. Yes I understood the importance of going within but what about all the theories and ideologies of God. What about all the disaster happening on earth? Does this tie in with God? As a starseed and during my many years as a paranormal investigator and growing up with the ability to see and speak with all sorts of beings beyond the veil I have come to recognize certain things. There are many common things that it seems no matter how awakened an individual is remain part of their thought process. These things both inhibit the human mind and the process of self discovery which in turn also halts the individuals mission on earth or life path. Usually most people almost from the time of birth are subjected to fear based thought patterns. Like breathing it becomes part of their consent projections of the world around them.

But what if there never was any such thing as fear, God(s), space, planets, angels etc? What if? What would be left if all of the human created concepts were never invented? how would one define that feeling within of complete and utter blissful connection to something beyond ourselves yet existing within? how would we describe such a connection, such a feeling of intensity? Better yet how would we define ourselves? if we had no idea about the soul, death, God, birth, space, time etc how would we explain the concept of the self? How do you describe pure energy with out needing to attach some form to it? Is there really a need to attach a form to energy to describe it? perhaps so. It may be God (source) who has attached these forms to itself in order to not only be understood but to understand itself. God is infinite consciousness but this consciousness seems to need form to interact and through us God is. In the image of God we were created.

We were created in the image of God because God this infinite loving consciousness needs a form, an image in order to interact with environments of a lower density, in order to understand why it is. In order out of love to give life. Because God is pure consciousness and pure love, this energies only desire is to continue expanding and creating in order to experience even greater aspects and expansions of love. Think about it! If you had this infinite, unconditional love that burned so powerfully that you had to expel some of it, what would you do? think about it through the eyes of a human. When man marries and has a family, usually after sometime the man and wife's love is so great that their only desire is to expand this love through the creation of a child. Through this child their love is expanded and released and in essence given life, it's own life. This love then becomes it's own consciousness creating, giving and experiencing love independently. This is in my opinion the purpose of all life and the nature of God. To continue to create carbon copies of the energy of love, love for ourselves and all of creation. In this way we can then understand ourselves further and so can God. It is the need to understand the overpowering need to expand love.

In October 2010 I had an experience that woke me from my slumber in tears. I cried so hard upon awakening that I almost chocked. I was in space but I was not soul it was like soul is a form of energy for a more denser reality. A lower density, In space or in the space that seemed to be existing independent yet connected to our own. This space seemed to be part of a large network which was source, pure conscious energy. I merged back with this source this infinite consciousness in this experience that only lasted seconds it seems. How can I explain this, it was as if I was just pure energy. I was planets, I was stars I was unlimited, infinite consciousness. I cant explain it but everything was vibrating and I woke up crying. There was no fear, no pain, no judgment, nothing just BEING at all times, in all ways, at all moments. This fact helped me understand that this source was existing within our thoughts, our actions, our energy all at once yet existing independently through the space of itself. We were extension of God and therefor everything was simply illusionary actions of an expanded awareness seeking to understand it's own consciousness.

There can be no wrong, no right, no evil etc in the end all that exist is this energy. I felt like a kid I remember as energy I was moving around and through over and about planets and space. After that I have 0 fear of anything and don't judge myself at all because no matter what we do that pure unconditional love is there because it can not, we can not exist separate from our own energy source. It was in this moment that I finally realized the truth of everything, the truth of God, of soul, of spirit, of Beingness. There is no need to engage in silly lower dimensional behavior in an attempt to reach that part of ourselves which many believe exist beyond the self. I wont lie. It exist with us and separate from us however it is us. This energy source is what powers each and every soul everywhere, this energy exist beyond time and space.There is no past, present or future. There is only serenity. Needing to exist just to feel the bliss that comes from loves energy.

This is the only purpose that is important. Understanding that we don't need to worry about what we eat, drink, watch or think. Our only purpose is to merge back with this source, to remember our divinity, our stillness. Those of us who remember are here to show this to those who don't. It really is that simple. When God rings your ear, will you listen? will you remember that your only purpose is to remember the sea of peace (Space) from which you came? will you remember what's like to exist purely to just to love? can you imagine such an existence? being nothing but pure energy drifting through space expanding the energy of love in the form of man, stars, planets comets and even asteroids? Here is food for thought! What if it was a comet or asteroid that held the seeds of life? What if God chose like the description above to release the desire to love through an asteroid which seeded life on earth? To me that would prove the theory that we were created in the image (one of many forms that God needs to interact) of God In order out of love to give life.

UFO Chase/Teleportation Experience

Originally posted by me on Sept 25th 2010

I was standing there on my balcony tonight at what I THOUGHT was 12 AM (More on this later) when I saw a greenish/blueish/violet colored ball of light which was beautiful and large. It was phasing in and out and weaving and maneuvering about the sky in an accelerated rate. It was moving so fast yet so gracefully, It felt familiar as well. and shortly after I witnessed a military jet heading in that same direction. The military jet I could feel thought it had the UFO covered but then the UFO kept like toying with it and maneuvering and weaving about the sky so rapidly yet ever so gracefully it was like a dance. Go star family!

Then suddenly there was a silence. A true and incredible silence. It was so silent I could not even hear my heart or my thoughts for that matter. I also felt a sort of static on my skin and my hair was on end though NOT from fear I was just sort of I guess reacting to the static electricity. I looked down and saw my cat looking up because I was on the balcony with my cat and then when I looked up I saw just blackness and there was this HUGE craft. It was so big, well bigger then normal space craft and it was incredibly silent. Had I not looked at my cat looking up I would have not noticed it at all that is how silent it was. It moved rapidly across my air space and above my head but slow enough that I could make out incredible detail. From what I am told these things are equipped with tech that is literally undetectable even to starseeds but not to animals lol. It had no windows that I could see and it was made out of marble and was very very shiny and was not per say triangular but more like a smooth boomerang or something and immediately I was given information it seems or I picked up on it. I was told they were here to protect the UFO (the ball of light) from the military crafts that were in pursuit. They were a protection fleet of some sort.


Why do advanced beings need protection from other UFO fleets? well because you have to remember that this planet has a lot of reverse engineered technology, we are not exactly defenseless here. I have NEVER seen a craft that was made of this incredible beautiful marble!!! it was so beautiful my eyes just widened and I lost my breath for a moment. I remember it being somewhere around 12 AM at the time I sat down and saw 12:00 AM then the phone rang and it felt like I stepped out of somewhere back in to this realm and I happened to look at the time and it was 11:30 PM. Where did my 12:00 AM go? now I literally know what it feels like to literally "Step back" in to this time/dimension. Because this is exactly what it felt like for me, like I just stepped back in to time. I cant find another way to explain it. Where did I go? why? Well to my knowledge I went on the ship and no I was not "abducted" I went willingly and was given the information that they were there to protect the other ship. Now as far as I know I moved THROUGH time to get to their higher frequency. I believe that I stepped back in to my realm which at the same time stepped back in to time.

I was also given sensitive information that I know a lot of folk will not agree with however I feel it needs to be discussed. I was briefed on the subject of military/USAF involvement in UFO chases and take downs. Allegedly there are times when the USAF jets are powered by conscious service to other individuals who are genuinely trying to protect the humans. To their knowledge they are doing a service to society. They believe there are crafts that enter our air space with ill intent and so they pursue them and try to take them down before the crafts did what they were going to do. Otherwise a lot of times some USAF air craft report that they have "lost the target". This is what I was "Told" you make up your own mind.