Some Starseed Thoughts

You know there is a reason why things are the way they are....there is a reason why humanity can exhibit such foul behavior but like many things this life is the actual conspiracy. This life is a compilation of theories and view points nothing is irrefutable proof and/or set in stone. YOU are the truth of existence, the end of living conspiracy, you have to understand that most people are seeking their inner light and they have no clue how to understand life or the questions they have such as who is God?, If God made us who made God?, why is there such evil in the world?, will I go to hell?. As you can imagine this can lead to fear which leads to being further from truth and peace. Fear is not real it was implemented systematically by the powers that be to better control the masses. Through this fear they caused the world to forget that everyone is in control of their respective lives.

Just imagine if you will for a moment everyone knowing that they are in control of their lives, that each person can shape their future, take for example a person who suddenly learns this truth is someone dying of cancer, suddenly they know the secret and begin to manifest the reality of a healthy body and that they do not use their body for sickness, the next day or week they have their regular doctor visit and to the doctors dismay and amazement the person is 100% healthy!....BINGO!...all it takes is one statement: I am in control of this reality I am the co-creator of all that is and the universe bends to my will. When someone tells you something like careful your going to catch a cold! you say, I value your concern but I do not use my body or reality for this purpose!. So you see when people are rude to you then you say to yourself I can not judge them or let them affect me I have found my light (Information) and they are yet to see it. Trust me I know some can be real energy vampires, be strong my friend you are close.

Many ask how I could have no fear even of those who even the most powerful fear. I have had life experiences in this present time line that have been lessons I believe to help rid me of any fear so that I can actually help humanity realize they are beautiful and divine and connected to one another and the earth. I was pronounced dead for 3 minutes, I was almost chocked to death as a child and watched a murder take place when I was 13. I have seen what I can expect upon my departure so therefor the worst anyone can do is terminate this time line for me and since I already know where I am going there is no reason for me to fear death. The same goes for loosing my possessions or things I love I can only laugh because that is not who I am, it is not an extension of me all that will happen is they kill the form of the message output not the message itself. I would just take that as a sign that another path has opened up for me nothing more nothing less.

And as far as pain goes I have been there and back I have experienced many very painful things and I have learned that not only is pain temporary but that I can mentally block it. I don't know how to put it other than that these experiences were a form of strengthening the inner core and when fear is eliminated one can truly live. Also I do not claim to be all knowing only the Illuminati are all knowing right? I only believe that anyone can know what they wish to know if they believe they can. I believe someone who has zero fear has to cause some alarm no? is that not all they have to work upon? the very fabric of their existence is oppression through intimidation which does not work on me and many like me that I know of. This life is an illusion a shadow of what living really is and the veil can only be lifted when fear is no longer an obstacle. After my awakening I remembered why things happen and why people are capable of such evil acts against another life form. Everything we as a species experience is a lesson a test that we have to pass in order to graduate, now the hard part is not the tests or getting to graduation the hard part is realizing that these lessons ARE the tests. When one figures out that even though these lessons are harsh they will lead to a grand awakening and graduation that is when one truly graduates.

Another reason why things happen and people are capable of certain things is because subconsciously they are fed up with the destruction of their former self their divinity has been stolen and completely destroyed. and the soul is fighting to figure out a way to implement it once again but those that are lost or have no way of knowing how to go about it become confused, angry, spiteful and destructive. Most people have so many questions and none can be answered because they are being conditioned by false teachings that are given by organized religions which were manipulated eons ago to enslave the masses so that mankind will never achieve and re-implement their divinity because if they do then the controlling forces loose their dominion over this planet. They can no longer be fed and rule. because indeed these forces have fed upon the negativity of this planet for centuries. It makes them stronger and stronger in turn making them able to rule and steal more of our divinity.

And so in turn they create more and more havoc just as they have recently done so with the threat of nuclear attack by North Korea, The Swine Flue and September 11th. But for those of us who know the reality of everything that has happened and is happening to us and the world we can rise above this and feed them no more. One thing that we can use every day is the reality of manifestation, Jesus tried to pass on this teaching to his brothers and sisters (humans) but alas it was lost, manipulated and ridiculed by the dark forces so that we can not know of this truth but the fact is that some of us remember, like Jesus said things like: Walk and a person walked. So too can we use this, here is an example:

Long ago I was contacted by a woman who was scared sick that her baby would die especially after having heart surgery, the baby had an enlarged heart and other issues with the heart and needed surgery and he was just a baby. This was my response to her:

I am so sorry to hear this I will start the energy transfer immediately and please hang in there your little one will get better very very soon. remember that you can manifest and co-create your reality. All you have to do is say something like: My sons heart will be a normal size in 2 days or 3 days or something of the sort just be realistic with it and believe it. If you have any doubt at all it will not work also if someone says it wont work to you like a family member it will counteract the process.

Then about 3 days later this was her reply:

Hi there my star sister! I just wanted to thank you so very much for the time you to took in sending out healing thoughts and energy to my baby, Odin. We took him to the pediatric cardiologist specialist this morning. The doctor confirmed that the x-rays from the hospital did indeed show Odin's heart to be enlarged, and we were concerned because the nurse practitioner from his regular doctor's office had detected a slight murmur too... however, today the specialist did an EKG and an ultrasound of Odin's heart and his heart is now PERFECTLY HEALTHY!!!! I cannot even begin to tell you how happy and relieved I am!! I just may even be able to sleep tonight! I've hardly been able to sleep at all since we first got the news about the x-rays, because I was afraid to take my eyes off of Odin... even when he was sleeping peacefully... I was afraid he was sleeping too peacefully, and then if he made a noise I was afraid he was in pain,....oh, man, I was driving myself totally crazy.... I had asked a bunch of my myspace friends to pray, or send healing thoughts and energy, and my other children had friends who go to church who were praying, and I thought of you... and I am sooo glad you helped. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Really, more than my prayers were answered. I really thought, if anything we were going to just find out what we were dealing with and what kind of medicine he might have to take, or if he was going to have to have surgery. but his heart is actually HEALED! I am overwhelmed with emotion and gratitude. Thank you, and Bless you. xoxo

So you see? we can do anything we put our minds to but how many of us really take the time to do so? I have yet to figure out how to do it on my own I always have to ask Arch Michael too help me out and it really works. But we are not limited to just helping out in the physical and co-creating reality in the physical world, our dreams/the astral play a key role as well, Our dreams are very important and one common dream among awakening starseeds is dreaming of death these dreams are symbolic of us like a snake shedding our human form, awakening to the starseed condition and allowing it to manifest, it shows we are ready once and for all and there is no turning back for our old ways have died. It is a way for our higher self to let us know we are ready to become the co-creators of peace on Earth that we signed up to be.

Unfortunately guilt for many things becomes a prominent aspect of starseed life, many at first don't want to accept such an important role, we fear that it comes from ego and for a long time we ignore our missions. Until we realize that all is a design, all is meant to be as it is but each one of us decides if we want to follow that design or not. These "birth pangs" will only get louder and louder because there are so many things that we are awakening to and our starseed/angelic half is merging with our human half if not taking over, much of it in a good way of course making us wonderful beings of light and love with a purpose. Trust that you are not alone there are many other starseed who said they felt alone at one point as well.

These are strange times for us because we are going through something that is extremely alien to us, our physical selves, but very much familiar to our true form, our spiritual selves, so with these two things happening we feel out of place, insane, and down right lost but I assure you it is normal, the mind is trying to make sense of something that is beyond comprehension but the soul understands it all to well. It is truly a wonderful experience when one begins to awaken, the truth settles in your soul and nothing can match the feeling NOTHING. I walked a dark path in my life for a very long time and I was so lost, then my ET contact began to talk to me he is a member of the GFOL/AC but did not reveal that until I was ready, he guided me to where I am now and I owe him so much.

It may not always be easy to be a starseed and try to share our truth with the world but that is the reason why I have stopped trying to spread the light to others and instead have begun to spread the light around them, and what this means is that instead of trying to convince them or tell them about it I instead take on activities that seem interesting and talk with them about it with out trying to make it seem like I am trying to make them listen, I hope that makes sense. I have learned that it works more than anything, for example leave out an article around and say that it was a really interesting read but don't ask them to read it or watch shows that speak of such things, slowly they begin to ponder and take an interest all on their own. Though we must remember that not all are meant to find the light and this is the balance of darkness and light, yin and yang, the design of the grand plan.

If everyone were enlightened then no one would try to ascend and no one would fight for their soul or no one would desire to see what else is there or how to connect with the creator, it would all be forgotten but with this balance we can see that we must not let ourselves cease striving lest we forget, forget the grand plan, the plan of our great creator. The soul is a very influential entity composed completely of pure light enshrouded in cosmic consciousness, when it is born as matter it becomes tainted with the physicality of the world and it forgets, however there is always still a flicker of light that will eventually ignite and cause the soul to become pure light and cosmic consciousness again and in change light the way for others. Sometimes though some souls are so tainted that there is just no gas to be able to light any light at all but that is their own choice, they chose not to awaken at this time, that is their will, their free will and is to be respected. Continue your path on Terra and love unconditionally when you love your you are loving your creators plan.