How can you tell what you are? (Question From Reader)

 anonymous asks:

How can you tell what you are? I mean this personally to myself. I have so many details that I can't really put here and I'm trying to make sense of them all. I feel like I'm on a path and I can't deny it anymore with every fiber of my being. Please help.

 beyond-contact said:

Hi Anon,

The best way to know what one is, is to trust in the guidance of yourself in the first place, not saying you don’t but I am sharing what works with me. If you feel something that keeps pulling at your heart strings then listen to it, if you notice a certain phrase or word, a certain sound or color or number etc pay close attention to them and go with the first thing that comes to you because it is 99% always right, one thing to note is the truth never will stay hidden, if there is something to discover about yourself, trust me it WILL make itself known in whatever way possible until you take notice, and even then, it will only lead you to even more truths that will also do anything to be known. It is a never ending cycle of self discovery. If something has presented itself for you, believe that it is for a reason, a very important reason. Sometimes though it is hard to interpret the language of the universe, the universe speaks to us through various ways and not all of them will be known or understood by us, this is when you ask your guide or God to help you translate the messages, to give you the signs, the understanding of your self through which the universe speaks. Anything could be leading you towards knowing what you are, from relating powerfully to a movie, to someones conversation, to something falling or not falling through, meeting a new friend, ending a friendship, the trick is realizing that whatever is happening at the moment is shaping an important event in the future. Also pay attention to your dreams, random visions which always have an important message behind them. Something personal and well superstitious passed down from my mother is that truth comes in threes which I sort of explained above, if you keep seeing the same thing over and over and over again, by the third time you might want to take notice because it’s most certainly a message. Also memories are extremely important, even if they don’t seem like your own, it is quite possible they stem from a past life or a parallel life or perhaps even from ancestors. Listen to your body also, do you feel wings? phantom limbs such as a tail? take notice of yourself within and without and there you will find the answers not only on how to listen to the great force which guides us all but also you will realize that all along whatever it is that was guiding you was only trying to show you the truth that was/is within you already.

Anarchist Assembly

I will CERTAINLY attend next year IF they hold one again or something similar next year. Damn angry I never check my twitter in time, taught me to check it more often.

Starseeds Our Reason For Being

Why are we starseeds here? what is our purpose and how can we contribute to planet Earth? should we be afraid of our mission? Are we protected? who or what are we protected by? The show aired last night and it was a blast, I have provided the archive below:

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Earth 5D - Message From Mother Earth

Gaia or as she is commonly known, Mother Earth, is filled with amazing mystery, love, and beauty. Her passion for life and her love for us is unmatched. She is perfect at maintaining the balance of life as well as protecting it. This website is here as an outlet for our planet mother earth for her to speak her mind as she sees fit. Or rather, for me to document what I feel, see, and think as a child of Gaia. I think that there should be a way for our planet to voice her opinion on what matters most. We spend to much time waging wars on everything from terrorism to wildlife to environmentalism, everything is a war, a war against terror, a war against drugs, a war against oil, a war against the government when in fact what we should be doing is finally being quiet and listen to the one who matters the most...our planet.

What good are wars if we have no planet to fight them on? if we don't listen to our planet and we destroy her then where will we live? has anyone who is sitting here yelling about this and that actually taken the time to figure out what we would do should our planet become unstable? since the dawn of man we have focused our attention on everything but protecting our home planet, from nuclear tests to oil spills and each year our planet tries to reverse the harmful effects done to her body through hurricanes, major earthquakes, tornadoes, flooding, tsunamis, volcanic eruptions and when will we listen?

Will we listen when the land is bare and the sea is no more? will we listen when we can no longer see the sun, the moon and the stars? will we listen when we go outside and can no longer breathe because of radiation or nuclear fallout or volcanic ash? we are destroying our planet in turn destroying ourselves...Its time we listen.

Message from Mother Earth:
Billions upon billions of centuries ago I was born or if you prefer formed and at first I was hot and inhospitable and I could not experience life right away just like you when you were born!

When I was born I had a body which is the ground you walk on each day, I had a spirit which is the wind you feel on your back and I had blood which is the water you drink and bath in, again just like you! you have tiny little organisms that live on and in your body too, were very much alike.

I was so strong and beautiful when I was younger and I was so healthy and abundant and I lived in harmony with all of you and you with I, my blood was healthy, my body was in tact and the wind blew with the spirit of oneness that moves through all things.

However things have changed for me drastically perhaps I am getting old, what's a woman to do? but I now have cholesterol (Oil Spills) so I have been told by the galactic doctor God, a lot of my limbs are falling off and being ripped off and I even think I have cancer because strange growths (Man made structures) keep popping up in place of my limbs (Trees) and my spirit (wind) is toxic I am breathing poisonous substances. I think it may be asthma so to make a long story short I am dying now, don't you go and think I am blaming you of course not! your my children and a mother never blames her precious children.

However I am hoping that you may help your poor old mother get well soon as I fear if I die there will be no one else to care for you and I don't want you to be adopted if that were possible. I love you and want you all my children to be safe. It is quite easy really just go and talk to your other siblings and perhaps we can all come to an agreement and I hope that you will for I haven't much time left but with all the sibling rivalry and bickering I wonder if you will ever hear me.

Controlling The Weather

This was originally posted by me on FB and is a series of my responses regarding my abilities and such. So today I did it, I showed my roommate I can control the weather as he is the one that approached me to show him, he kept asking me to do different things that panned out, though after a while my heart started beating really really fast, I was using too much energy, but it was worth it, now he is exploring his own potential!

I just started to show my powers out in the open just recently and I have had them for ages, I thought LOOOONG and hard about it. The only reason I did NOT go public about it a long time ago is because of peoples EGO, when I tried, I was met with such hostility it was unreal, so much jealousy and people who were hurt because they themselves feared their own power, they feared standing in their own power so thy wanted ME to remain small in order for them to feel better and safer about THEMSELVES. I no longer agree to dim my own light so others can shine theirs, I too have the right to shine. We all do, equally, and through shining my own light with out fear and with me standing in my power others will follow, it's all about being a living example of your divine presence, about being the change you wish to see in the world, Many of our ancestors did these things and more but we have been manipulated in not doing them as well by corporations and institutions who need to remain in power. Well our ancestors also said that this day would come in which man would REMEMBER who they are and we are Divinity manifested through matter.

I don't put myself completely out there, not yet, but I am starting to show ME so others can see THEM.

I was afraid of doing something wrong when I first started and was afraid to use my God given power, but, I was told by my guide that if humanity is to step up to the plate then we must move out of our comfort zones, it won't be pretty at first, no, but with practice you can perfect it, When I first did it I flooded a particular state, after that I refused for some time, then I was guided to how I could practice with out causing such extreme weather, there are ways to do it.

When I have issues accepting that all of this is real or I wonder if this is wrong or right I go back to one of my favorite passages in the bible:

Verily, verily, I say unto you, he that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto the Father. -John 14:12

Someone asked me, what I use my abilities for, It all depends on the situation, sometimes it's to protect others sometimes it's to alleviate and protect Gaia, today, it was that I needed the rain to stop, so that I could go to the store and feed my daughter, we have no car, so, going in pouring rain is not an option.

What do you do when you use your abilities?
Well, when I do it, I just focus on raising energy from my legs up and accumulate it in my heart chakra and do other things, I also envision what I am trying to accomplish and charge that energy that I am holding in my upper body and heart chakra with the frequency of the vision and release it, once I can't hold it back any more, that's when I know it is fully charged, release it to wherever it needs to go. Then I just close with the words: It is made manifest.

I also call on the assistance of Archangel Michael. He is a powerful helper. He is the one guiding me in learning to control my abilities, he says that one day I won't need him to assist anymore, though I highly doubt it lol, I like the easy way out with him helping LOL

I can't wait to perfect this and show humanity what they can do! that is what really excites me! seeing humanity realize their power! Imagine what they can do! bring water to places of drought, fix flooding, perfect crops!, Have water in deserts so places like Africa can have more animals and crops! etc... but sadly no one believes in themselves, and the power lies dormant, and humanity goes on thinking this is the stuff of fiction.

Angelic Guidance

We all have a guardian angel to guide and protect us. You can learn how to contact your angel to ask for help. Angels are high spiritual beings, recognized by many religions in the world. We cannot see or hear them under normal circumstances, but everyone has a guardian angel. Yours is near you all the time, loving you. Angels are always available to comfort and support you and will help when they know you are ready to receive their help. All you need to do is quietly and calmly send out a thought requesting their assistance.

Times to call your angel
Remember that your angel represents your personal needs, so call on them and quietly ask for help. Your guardian angel can help and inspire you at difficult and testing times, offering support and comfort.

when your feeling depressed:
Your angel will provide comfort, healing and vision in your darker moments.

When your feeling in need of emotional support:
They will support you unconditionally and provide emotional courage.

When your feeling lonely:
Your angel is there to provide love and you will be able to feel their presence when you are alone.

When you need support:
No matter is to trivial or too large to request their advice or guidance. To contact your guardian angel follow this simple exercise and get the answers you want now!

1. A peaceful environment

To connect with your guardian angel, create a space that is attractive and peaceful. Candles, flowers, lovely pictures, inspiring music and beautiful things all help to create a positive mood.

2. Become receptive
You are surrounded by the energies of your thoughts and emotions. It is difficult for your angel to reach you if you are surrounded by negative emotions such as rage, fear or hurt. Try to let go of these emotions as much as possible so that you become more approachable.

3. Count your blessings
Take a few minutes to count your blessings, think good thoughts about people you know, read an inspiring book or look at something beautiful, Make sure you're calm, relaxed and centered.

4. Create A Golden Aura
The easiest way to relax is to breathe deeply, softening your body on each out breath. Imagine yourself breathing golden light until you are enclosed in an egg of gold. Angels find it easier to connect with you when your aura is golden.

5. Feel your angels touch
Mentally ask your guardian angel to step into your aura and touch you. Expect a physical sensation, or a fragrance or feeling of great love. You may feel the light touch of an angel wing or a waft of air across your face. Even if you feel nothing, trust that your angel has responded and is very close to you.

6. Ask your angels name
Ask your guardian angel what its name is and accept the first name that comes to you. Ask for any help you need.

Law Of Mother Earth

There are great strides being made in countries all over the world. Pioneers of light are working hard toward the betterment of Earth and humanity, people helping to bring about the golden age, people in power, you wont usually hear about any of this in the news though, they '(The MSM)' don't want you to have your spirits lifted and your vibrations raised, but!, thankfully there is the internet and alternative news sources, and thanks to the alternative news sources, I bring you news of the great efforts of the Bolivian government who are set to pass the first ever:

Law Of Mother Earth
The country, which has been pilloried by the US and Britain in the UN climate talks for demanding steep carbon emission cuts, will establish 11 new rights for nature. They include:

• the right to life and to exist
• the right to continue vital cycles and processes free from human alteration
• the right to pure water and clean air
• the right to balance
• the right not to be polluted
• the right to not have cellular structure modified or genetically altered.

To all those "Conspiracy theorists" who claim that ALL world governments are corrupted and in cahoots with the self serving Illuminati, maybe you should stop seeing things in black and white and actually step out from the fear porn and pay attention, the new paradigm will be here before you know it, it can't rain all the time ;) The self serving elitists had their time now it's time for the light to shine and it is, things are going to get much better not worse, they have been getting worse for more then 200yrs, and finally, our world is moving up and out of the ages of darkness, though I don't expect everyone to see what I see. For those that do, you know what I am talking about.

Namaste.

I wrote a piece for the Awakening E-zine that was chosen and published! I am so happy :D. I poured all of my positive energy in to that article and am happy to see it displayed on Ashtar Command Crew under the E-zine section, I really didn't think it would be chosen. The article is called as the title of this post says:

Transmuting Negative Vibrations & Living From The Heart

Read more: http://www.ashtarcommandcrew.net/forum/topics/transmuting-negative#ixzz1IaPuwGX2

What Starseeds And Lightworkers Should Know About Psychic/Emotional Vampires

Words as some of you may know can transfer negative energy. When you say something to the effect of: No your wrong! Your negative, your mean etc, you are being the same exact way! But I do understand that some people may not be at that level of understanding yet. Furthermore there are people out there who could give a rats ass about light work and only use the guise to come on to break it down. Usually these individuals are known as Emotional vampires.

One of the ones I have encountered recently is the type 3:
http://www.whispy.com/psychic-vampires.htm
These people obsessively try to control you and dictate what you're supposed to be and feel. They have an opinion about everything. They'll control you by invalidating your emotions if they don't fit into their rulebook. They often start sentences with “You know what you need?” and then proceed to tell you. You end up feeling dominated, demeaned, or put down.

And also a type 4:
http://www.whispy.com/psychic-vampires.htm
Splitters see things as either good or bad and have love/hate relationships. One minute they idealize you, the next you're the enemy if you upset them. They have a sixth sense for knowing how to pit people against each other and will retaliate if they feel you have wronged them. They are people who are fundamentally damaged—inwardly they feel as if they don't exist and become alive when they get angry. They'll keep you on an emotional roller coaster and you may walk on eggshells to avoid their anger.

Why would these types of people become interested in starseed/lightworker communities? Oh that's simple! Starseeds and Lightworkers are eager to give, give, give. We want to change the world, we want peace, love, joy and happiness etc. We naturally want to do whatever we can to bring love energy to those we encounter. This drive to heal others provides a perfect feeding ground for psychic/emotional vampires. Often times were not aware of it until it's to late and we have already been drained of our vital force.

That's individually speaking. A starseed/ligthtworker network setting however would be paradise for these individuals. And like stated above they would attack in mass. Creating disharmony among the members, using false activations to get the starseeds/lightworkers to feed them all at once instantly and acting in manners stated above in type 3 and 4. These individuals are masters of Charm. Often their true intentions don't become known until you start to recognize that something is wrong and confront them or remove them from your life which is there source of food (energy).

I have found the best way to deal with these individuals is to stop interacting with them. I have tried many other methods but the best method personally is to realize the importance of my energy and stop feeding the individuals by not interacting with them until they realize what they are doing, if they ever do. Obviously to try to heal them is what they want, which is why they target lightworker/starseed sites and people as stated above.Even worse is that when they feed from your energy after a period of time eventually you will need to do the same because your vital life force is running low.

Naturally our desire is to try to help them. But how can you help someone who does not want to be helped? Of course everyone really does at the core want help.Because everyone in one form or another who act in this manner are only reflecting the emptiness they feel within. That in and of itself is a call for help. You can let the person know what is going on but often times that serves as another reason to blow up the situation and feed them yet again. Until today I never knew why alleged starseeds/lightworkers would intentionally spread negativity. It seems clear now.

These individuals are not bad or "evil" they just lack something in their life or spiritual body that causes them to act in this manner. They also often like to play on your weakness, your fears and your passions. Finding ways to create a negativity around them. For example you have a weakness for say working out. They may something to the effect of your not doing it right or you will never get it right etc. The same with fears but in this case they may amp it up. Constantly bring up objects of your fears. With your passions they may focus on creating disharmony when it comes to it. For example. Your passion is being a member of the golf club. They may continually cause drama when attending with you.

On a positive note we have all experienced these kinds of people at one point or another. And were still here! So it's not the end of the world but it can cause disharmony among starseeds and ligthworkers which in turn disrupts our missions. In the end all we can do is remove them from our lives and wish them love and light and move on. We can maintain the intent to heal them from a distance while we heal the world.

Lunar Light Guidance Meditation

To kick off the meditation work/teachings we bring you the Lunar Light Guidance meditation. This meditation not only brings in the feminine energies of grandmother thus empowering our nurturing essence but also gives us the ability to connect to our intuition and empower it. The technique used in this meditation is one that allows us to be guided by the LIGHT of the moon, light is always an important source of protection.

To conduct this mediation:

Pick a night in which the moon is shining in all her brilliance, full or waning is fine.


Allowing the radiance of grandmother moon to hit you directly is a must. Sit outside if you can. If not then taking a walk beneath the moon light and walking slowly while contemplating the mediation is should surface.


Allow yourself to absorb the light of grandmother moon. Feel the intensity of her light shining all over you and through you. Become one with her light. DO not see her as a being that lights up the darkness instead see her as a being of pure light like our father sun. She is the feminine side of our father sun. Take in her light and picture it exploding out from within your core and feel her cool soft, soothing nurturing light on your body and in your soul.

Speak the messages (or chant if you wish) below:Light becomes me, I am light, In my core I feel the light.

Light becomes the world, They are light, In their core they feel light.

Light becomes us, We are light, In our core we feel the light.

The light of grandmother moon surrounds us her nurturing frequency lives through our light, We become the essence of grandmother moon. Minding our thoughts, compassion in our hearts, light in our souls.

And it is done.